...Next step:Regret

Next step: Medical check up...write resign leter...resume workings....CNY...working hard and study hard... getting regret.... however now can;t regret anymore as there is 50% is done and changed....if i suddlently said not going i will get scold by many people...and hurt my sister...as she support me the most., and also due to ....i have a quite nice HOD and company,family love...however, i choose to go because i donlt want regret..70k still miss you ...