too much...too enjoy

I am thinking ...Am I living too good at here?Buy many clothes,books and bags...I have i never had before...i brought my first G's bag and wallet (supposed plan it after i found a proper full time job after graduate)at here...i-phone...can go to visit other place... ...i never take dosmetic flight b4 even in malaysia "but" ...why still have buts....cos not using my own money or my hard earned money... so I am called it too much instead of enjoy~~~

Why this semester all have to buy new version text book...cilaka betul...yeah..still got one management book havent buy cos is not available at city...ask us go to main campus to buy....oh my god my friends is planning to make copy...crazy 400pages how to make a copy ...my hand will patah cos I have to make it by myself ...i am not that hard working..i rather buy it online or try to other book shop...if not then just borrow from library....